Well, I did have Lea enrolled in preschool and swim classes...
Then I lost my damn mind and decided that I should go to Israel to visit the inlaws for a month.
Ok, I didnt really lose my mind. I have a job where I can work from anywhere and Lea doesnt HAVE to be in school for another 2 years so I just decided to take advantage of my flexibility and take Lea to spend time with the other side of her family. They will like it, she needs to get to know that half of the family, and I... am probably going to end up doing some sort of Eat, Pray, Love thing out of all of this.
I need to buy a new phone so I can get international data and texting for free on my plan.
If you would like updates while Im in Israel...keep reading this blog or see my snapchat: Immora or twitter: Immora1
Its free.
If you want to help pay for the new phone.... donate link is over there --->
If you dont, Im getting it anyway because upgrading my phone is cheaper than international rates! And my phone is 3 years old. Im surprised it still works.
I went on a date tonight. Im torn on how it went. He was nice, interesting, and funny. I really liked him. I dont like that I liked him. Im slightly disgusted with myself for liking him.
If he doesnt like me Im going to be disappointed.
If he does like me Im leaving the country for a month and who will actually wait around for that?
This is a disaster.
If I actually thought I was going to like someone I never would have done this dating thing!
Regarding the dating thing your guard is obviously up. I think the trip to Israel is perfect for the dating dilemna - if he still wants to see you when you get back then you have your answer as to whether or not he likes you. If he was making you laugh and enjoy yourself then it is my opinion as a guy that he likes you, but what the fuck do I know? All I know is that as a man if I didn't like someone back when I was dating I would not put forth any effort to even ask them out, much less make an effort to make the date a good one.
ReplyDeleteYou are following your instincts with your daughter, and you are doing the right thing when it comes to maintaining a relationship with he whose name shall not be spoken's family. As long as he is not hurting you emotionally, financially or physically the relationship with her paternal grandparents is healthy I think. Who knows, maybe they will step up and help pay whatever back child support you are owed. It sure would be a kind gesture if they did.
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